It was self inflicting, masochism.
// For those I love I will sacrifice .// There is a tough realization in knowing you are not nearly as strong as you have convinced people you are
The place between your shoulder blades is where i fit perfectly - ML
I plead to change my life just before I dream, and wake to realize the change is inside me
"When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and love have always won. There have been tyrants and murderers, and for a time, they can seem invincible, but in the end, they always fall. Think of it—always."
"Don’t let anyone, even your parents, break you. Find good people who care about you and surround yourself with just them. If you can’t find them at first, find good music and fall into it and let it hold you until they come."